Restless Tonight

I am feeling so restless, but the sad part is I am not figuring out what is making me so. It could be a whole host of reasons as long as my leg. Unfortunately nothing is really jumping out at me. Its driving me crazy though, as I feel like I should be doing something...but have no idea what that something is. Have you ever had nights like that?

Been journalling a lot lately. In fact, I usually am ignoring everything else in order to get things down on paper. Though not everything, somehow I'm managing to get some housework done! Am I the only person who does this? Gets lost in contemplation so much that the world fades away? I have a lot to figure out about myself, the downside of being a 25 year old I guess. Everyone talks about the teens being rough, but they failed to mention the 20s! I don't know how they missed it frankly.

Been thinking about my blog situation. I have several, and have left a long trail of them behind me. And I think I sort of have a reason for that. I never really give any blog time for me to really figure out what I want to do with it. To develop a voice. And that's a shame really. But I get all caught up in how dull mine sound, or how I've gotten into this trap or that one and poof! Off I go to hope some other blog will do the trick. Basically I get stuck in the "growing pain" phase of each and every blog. So my goal is to stick with the blogs I have. No switching after a couple of months.

I will more then likely be adding a few more, because I think one of my issues is that I get frustrated trying to stick myself in one box. So I think "next time will be different." Ha. I just need to separate myself, since everything is so compartmentalized in my brain. That might help each one to develop its own voice as well, and none of them will get cluttered up by random nonsense...which sends me running each and every time.

My goal is to keep each and every blog for one year.

Yes, that is an accomplishment. I don't think I've ever done that. Nor do I think I have a single blog with more then 100 posts on it...and that was my 360 blog from like 2 or 3 years ago. Yup, rather pathetic isn't it?

My second goal is to write daily. In each one.

There will be crossposts. I can guarentee it. Sometimes I'm just lazy like that. But this way I can do what I set out to do, which was show the world who I am. I hope. I might bore you to tears, but that's that. Enjoy the ride either way, and if I haven't bored you yet, feel free to peek at my other blogs. They're all about my main interests. And maybe some other links.

Restlessness has me random I see.